Forgive me

MARCH 2011

I held you close by my arms. I felt the pain you were feeling just now as you were handled roughly by this person. You kept struggling and kicking hard so that you could be set free. But the more you struggle, you were grabbed even tighter on the stomach by the person. I hear you screaming silently and yet i was helpless. I felt really bad for not being able to stop it. I'm sorry. As i stroke you gently now as a sign of reassurance that you are safe in my arms. The guilt is killing me. I apologized to you hoping to gain your trust back. I shed tears for you later when i was alone. I've never felt such strong love towards someone before. I guess you are my life now.