I cant figure out why i like it when it rains heavily and when the thunder rumbles . Especially when it's at night and when the lighting strikes it brightens up your entire room. I tried linking it to my past. And thought may be i like the feeling of it because i used to felt secured and assured at that time. We used to stay in a teres house. My dad, my mum, my sister and i would sleep in the master bedroom together. And when lighting strikes i get afraid, but the feeling of being scared got swept away soon by the feeling of security after finding all of them right beside me.
Raining left a lot of bittersweet memories in me. I remember my first crush. He plays basketball with me every weekends. Every Saturday i will stare at the sky praying hard and making deals with God so it doesn't rain. Just so I'd be able to see him. The feeling of disappointment when it rains and Joy when it stopped raining just on time.
I remember my 3rd ex holding a red umbrella to shade me from the light rain, sharing an umbrella just enough to cover the both of us when we squeezed closed enough. I also remember having no choice to buy an umbrella from the LRT station so that my 4th ex and i could reached school under the heavy thunderous rain. And by the time we reached, our clothes and shoes were soaking wet and both of us were shivering in cold! My 5th one and i, we raced through the rain while laughing and playing under the rain! Wearing matching raincoat attire speed walking under the slight drizzle at Camerons with my recent one, flirting around with each other under the rain..
Those were really happy moments.
That money cant buy, clock cant be rewind and people cant be replaced.
Raining left a lot of bittersweet memories in me. I remember my first crush. He plays basketball with me every weekends. Every Saturday i will stare at the sky praying hard and making deals with God so it doesn't rain. Just so I'd be able to see him. The feeling of disappointment when it rains and Joy when it stopped raining just on time.
I remember my 3rd ex holding a red umbrella to shade me from the light rain, sharing an umbrella just enough to cover the both of us when we squeezed closed enough. I also remember having no choice to buy an umbrella from the LRT station so that my 4th ex and i could reached school under the heavy thunderous rain. And by the time we reached, our clothes and shoes were soaking wet and both of us were shivering in cold! My 5th one and i, we raced through the rain while laughing and playing under the rain! Wearing matching raincoat attire speed walking under the slight drizzle at Camerons with my recent one, flirting around with each other under the rain..
Those were really happy moments.
That money cant buy, clock cant be rewind and people cant be replaced.
PS: I'm not being stuck in my past just because i mention people in my past relationship. To me, they had made me experience joy, they had been part of my growing- up- teenage life.
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